Welcome to 2020.
This journey differed from most. I generally explain the symbolism behind what shows up during my journeys….this one did not call for it. I feel as though the message is crystal clear.
Also, please keep in mind that the experiences are symbolic and you are free to draw whatever conclusions that resonate with you.
These journeys are experienced by me and explained from my perspective because I am the journeyer, however, they are meant for the collective; for you and them, whoever is drawn to reading this. That is who it is for.
Even if these words stir a negative response within you, you are receiving a gift – a trigger.
Triggers, get a bad reputation because they stir up intense emotions that provoke a reaction in us. If we shift our perspective ever so slightly and create just enough space to be able to look at what the trigger represents then we end up being gifted with such innate wisdom.
We get to see this reaction as what it truly is – a wounding and a wonderful opportunity to pay attention to it and heal it.
It takes a lot to be truly honest with ourselves and to accept that there is healing to be done.
So if you are at this stage, I commend and applaud you for the strength it took to be vulnerable and acknowledge the massive step you took toward freeing yourself from your pain by coming closer to mending your heart.
Either way, I hope you get what you need and may your healing always transpire for your highest good and the highest good of everyone involved, with ease, grace and love.
I will preface this journey for the collective with a recent story of loss and how I was honoured to gap that bridge for myself during this journey. I know this part was for me and my family but I am sure you’ll appreciate the lightness of it.
My family and I lost our family cat of 16 years on the same day that David Bowie had passed. It was a difficult day. I am glad, however, that I got to say goodbye and offer assistance in his passing with my support and the support of my spirit allies.
It was heart wrenching to find him in the morning and was made even more difficult by needing to set aside my grief in order to hold space for a client.
Yet, when I arrived at work, there he was, on the massage table, waiting. As soon as I called in my guides and spirit allies, our beautiful Tequila had joined them and was there supporting me through the grief of losing him.
And understand this, spirituality is not meant to be taken so seriously all the time. Spirit has a sense of humour and a way to light a spark and smile so that it can flow through us more freely.
On that note….
….There I was entering non-ordinary reality when I was nudged toward my usual route to the upper world…and there they were, David Bowie and Tequila. I smile at Spirit and thank the forces at play for giving me my smile back.
They escorted me to the upper world, to an entrance of a hallway, and that was it. I was gifted with their presence for a moment….we parted ways there.
I entered a strange doorway, which led me into a completely white room, the kind you would see in movies where purgatory is depicted….or where you would start hearing Morgan Freeman talking to you as god. Just to be clear, the Morgan Freeman part didn’t happen.
Nothing existed here. Until it did. And that thing was a massive light bulb, which I entered and sat inside.
The glass had an extra seat inside the light bulb, so I sat there in this strange and surreal emptiness.
Instantly the light bulb starting spinning at an astonishing rate. It spun so rapidly that I started de-fragmenting.
I actually started feeling the particles of my body dissipating….and then I, the I AM, my essence, which arose out of my shed body, got sucked into one of the particles – and kept spiralling deeper and deeper within it, fractal by fractal.
I witnessed myself.
No, I merged with the experience of becoming formless AND conscious of multiple realities at once. I held on to this experience for as long as I could, out of sheer awe.
Then everything came to a halt.
A strange being I cannot quite describe presented me with three doors.
I entered the first one and started sinking in a jello-like substance – it felt dense and heavy, an experience that didn’t bring much joy.
The second entrance led me to another reality in which I was free-falling, there was nothing but spaciousness, but the lack of stability and knowing where I was falling was also not the most inviting experience.
Then I entered the third door and was shown a house that represented our consciousness; the collective consciousness.
As I leaned deeper into the experience I suddenly got blocked by a being, who was attempting to put an end to this experience.
It told me I would no longer be able to access it – this experience of consciousness.
So, I sadly started accepting this reality…
When suddenly something jolted me “awake”.
I rebelled, and screamed and took the experience back and as I stepped into my power the shackles and the illusion shattered.
I regained autonomy….and returned home.
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